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The next few days were really tense for everyone. Orlando and I were hardly speaking to each other, though neither of us were angry. It just felt like we had nothing to say. Adam only spoke to me when we were performing, but in a way, that made things easier for me. We were rehearsing like mad for the Tony’s, and Orlando was getting ready to go for his Pirates promotional stuff, so we were all really pre-occupied. I ended up taking Orlando’s credit card and going to get my Tony dress with Lisa, because Orlando really didn’t seem interested in going with me. Unfortunately, when I tried to use it, the girl at the boutique wouldn’t let me.

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Ten minutes later, I met Adam and Orlando around the corner from the theater, at the little coffee shop I bought my morning bagels at. The three of us needed to sit down and fight this out, if that’s what it took to settle it. I knew very well that I could end up alone by the end of it, but at least we’d all have some sort of resolution.

Adam arrived first, taking my breath away as he always did, in plain jeans and a grey hooded sweatshirt under his brown leather jacket because it was cool outside for late May. He looked wary and tentative as he ordered his coffee and sat down beside me at the little table I’d taken in the back corner. There were only one or two other people in the shop that day, so we had some privacy.

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When I got home from the theatre that night, Deanna was curled up on the sofa bed with a movie on, and Orlando was in the bedroom, waiting for me. It was after eleven o’clock, and I was really tired from the show.

“How did it go?” Deanna asked as I hung my jacket in the closet. She sat up in bed and pulled her knees to her chest, the same way I always did. Even in her purple flannel pajamas, she still looked too grown-up for her own good.

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Deanna and I didn’t get a chance to talk again before the Tony awards ceremony, the night before we were to send her home. Nick doubled our rehearsal time, so between that and the show itself, all I did was work and sleep. Orlando was needed in Los Angeles for a couple days, so he and Elijah went for a boys’ trip, much to my disappointment. Of course, I just get to the point where I can be with him physically, and he had to go again. The irony of the situation was not lost on me.

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When we got upstairs, Orlando unlocked the door and we went into the dark living room. Instantly the lights came on and we were greeted by a series of cheers. The room held ten or so people, including my dad, Aunt Tess, Deanna, Elijah, and a couple of people I didn’t recognize. It was after two o’clock in the morning, but we were suddenly wide awake and I was glad we’d taken care of our urges in the limo.

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